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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:03 am
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    we’re talking about, is it?”
    “You might say it’s a variation on the theme
    “It’s a musician’s term
    “Then get to the main symphonic line, AlexHe told me that he thinks he’s found a cave—his word, not
    mine—where he’s convinced he can track the JackalHe didn’t say where it is, and God knows
    when he’ll call me again
    “I Tiffany Necklace sent our man at the embassy over to the Pont-Royal, asking for SimonWhat they told you is
    trueSimon checked in, went out, and never came backWhere is he?”
    “Staying out of sightBernardine had an idea, but it blew up in his faceHe thought he could
    quietly close in on Bourne by circulating the license number of the rental car, but it wasn’t picked
    up at the garage and we both agree it won’t beHe fake cartier doesn’t trust anybody now, not even me, and
    considering his history, he has every right not to
    Holland’s eyes were cold and angry“You’re not lying to me, are you, Conklin?”
    “Why would I lie at a time like this, about a friend like this?”
    “That’s not an answer, it’s a question
    “Then no, I’m not lyingI don’t know where he is And, in truth, Alex did not
    “So your idea is to do nothing
    “There’s earring chanel nothing we can doSooner or later he’ll call me
    “Have you any idea what a Senate investigating committee will say a couple of weeks or months
    down the road when all this explodes, and it will explode? We covertly send a man known to be
    ‘Jason Bourne’ over to Paris, which is as close to Brussels as New York is to Chicago—”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    206
    “Closer, I think
    “Thanks, I Chloe Purse need thatThe illustrious commander of NATO is assassinated with said ‘Jason
    Bourne’ taking credit for the kill, and we don’t say a goddamned thing to anybody! Jesus, I’ll be
    cleaning latrines on a tugboat!”
    “But he didn’t kill him
    “You know that and I know that, but speaking of his history, there’s a little matter of mental
    illness that’ll come out the minute our clinical records are women rolex watches subpoen
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ "What flavor is he, religiously
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    "What flavor is he, religiously speaking?"
    "Baptist She looked at me a little defiantly, as
    though she'd said CannibalBut as a member in
    good standing of The First Church of Nothing in
    Particular, I had no grudge against the Baptists
    The only religions I don't like are the ones that
    insist their God is bigger than your God"We've
    been going to services together three times a week
    for the last four months
    Jack pulled up, and she bent to grab the handles
    of her various bags"He's going to take spring
    semester off to travel with this really wonderful
    gospel groupIt's an actual tour, with a booker
    and everythingThe group is called The
    HummingbirdsYou should hear him - he sings like
    an angel
    138
    "I'll bet," I said
    She kissed me again, softly, on the cheek"I'm
    glad I came, DaddyAre you glad?"
    "More than you could ever know," I said, and found
    myself wishing she'd fall madly in love with Jack
    That would have solved everythingor so it
    seemed to me then
    x
    We had nothing so grand as Christmas dinner, but
    there was one of Jack's Astronaut Chickens, plus
    cranberry dressing, salad-in-a-bag, and rice
    puddingIlse ate two helpings of everything
    After we exchanged presents and exclaimed over
    them - everything was just what we wanted! - I
    took Ilse upstairs to Little Pink and showed her
    most of my artistic outputThe drawing I'd done
    of her boyfriend and the picture of the woman (if
    it was a woman) in red were tucked away on a high
    shelf in my bedroom closet, and there they would
    stay until my daughter was gone
    I had clipped about a dozen others - mostly
    sunsets - to squares of cardboard and leaned them
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    against the walls of the roomShe toured them
    onceStopped, then toured them againIt was
    night by then, my big upstairs window full of
    darknessThe tide was all the way out; the only
    way you even knew the Gulf was there was by its
    soft continual sighing as the waves ran up the
    sand and d
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
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    He stopped when we reached the light of the moon-bright garden roomIt was deserted and
    still
    I could see Jared clearly for the first timeHe had the gun slung behind his back and a knife
    sheathed at his waistHe held out his hands, and there was a length of dark fabric in chanel clutch themI
    understood at once
    The whispered words raced out of my mouth
    He nodded, and I closed my eyes while he tied the cloth over themI would keep them closed
    anyway
    The knot was quick and tightWhen he was done, I spun myself in a fast circle–once, twice…
    His hands stopped me“That's gucci mens watch okay,” he saidAnd then he gripped me harder and lifted me off
    the groundI gasped in surprise as he threw me against his shoulderI folded there, my head and
    chest hanging over his back, beside the gunHis arms held my legs against his chest, and he was
    already movingI bounced as he kelly bag hermes jogged, my face brushing against his shirt with each stride
    I had no sense of which way we were going; I didn't try to guess or think or feelI concentrated
    only on the bouncing of his gait, counting stepsTwenty, twenty-one, twenty-two,
    twenty-three…
    I could feel him lean as the path omega pocket watch took him down and then upI tried not to think about it
    Four hundred twelve, four hundred thirteen, four hundred fourteen…
    I knew when we were outI smelled the dry, clean breeze of the desertThe air was hot, though
    it had to be close to midnight
    He pulled me down and set me on my Chanel Purse fe
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
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    There's nothing wrong with the CULeave me alone, goddammit
    He slams the door, and walks into the nightIt is snowing a little, and at the street corners his shoes crunch icily through the slushHe sneezes once or twiceA man's gotta get out and have someY'get some ideals to fight for in the organization and a woman wants to stop yaI'm gonna be up there someday
    In the meeting hall, the air is pearl chanel hot and metallic from the heaters, and the smell of wet clothing is sourHe grits a cigarette butt into powder with his foot
    All right, we're in a war, men, the speaker says, we gotta fight for the country, but we don't want to be forgettin' our private enemiesHe pounds the speaker's table over which a flag with a cross is spreadThere's the foreign element we got to get rid of, that are diaper bag gucci conspiring to take over the countryThere are cheers from the hundred men seated in camp chairsWe gotta stick together, or we'll be havin' our women raped, and the Red Hammer of Red Jew Fascist Russia WILL BE SMASHING YOUR DOOR DOWN
    That's tellin' him, the man next to Gallagher saysGallagher feels a pleasurable fury forming in him
    Who takes away your jobs, who tries to sneak up on your wives and your gucci mens wallet daughters and even your mothers 'cause they wouldn't stop at nothing, who's out to get YOU and YOU 'cause you ain't a Red and a Jew, and you don' wanta bow down before a filthy goddam no-good Communist who don't respect the Lord's name, and would stop at nothing
    Let's kill them! Gallagher shrieksHe is shaking with excitement
    That's it, men, we're gonna clean up on 'em, after the war we're fendi sale really gonna have an organization, I got telegrams here from our com-pat-riots, patriots as well as friends, and they're all stickin' with us
    You're all in on the ground floor, men, and those of ya that are goin' into the Army gotta learn to use your weapons so that afterwardYou get the idea, menWe ain't licked, we're gettin' bigger all the time
    When the meeting is over, Gallagher drifts into a gucci fashion
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@Scarlett returned Margaret's
    @@@@@Scarlett returned
    Margaret's kiss
    "Scarlett," said MrsButler, "do come meet Sally Brewton
    "And Edward Cooper," added a male voice"Don't deprive me of the
    chance to kiss MrsButler's hand, Eleanor
    "Wait your turn, Edward," Mrs"You young people have
    no
    manners at all Scarlett hardly looked at Edward Cooper, and his
    flattery escaped her altogetherShe was trying not to stare, but
    staring nonetheless at Sally Brewton, the monkey-faced driver of the
    carriageSally Brewton was a tiny woman in her fortiesShe was
    shaped like a thin, active young boy, and her face did, in fact,
    greatly resemble a monkey'sShe wasn't in the least upset by
    Scarlett's rude stareSally was accustomed to the reaction; her
    remarkable ugliness-to which she had adapted long, long ago-and her
    unconventional behavior often astonished people who were strangers
    to
    herShe walked over to Scarlett now, her skirts trailing behind her
    like a brown riverButler, you must think us as mad as
    March haresThe truth is-boring though it may be-that there's a
    perfectly rational explanation for our-shall we say?-dramatic
    arrival
    I am the only surviving carriage possessor in town and I find it
    impossible to keep a coachmanThey object to ferrying my
    dispossessed
    friends, and I insist on itSo I've given up hiring men who are going
    to quit almost at onceAnd-if my husband is otherwise occupied-I do
    the driving myself She put her small hand on Scarlett's arm and
    looked up into her face"Now I ask you, doesn't that make perfectly
    good sense?" Scarlett found her voice and said, "Yes
    "Sally, you mustn't trap poor Scarlett like that," said Eleanor
    Butler
    "What else could she say? Tell her the Sally shrugged, then gri
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    237
    “I have received instructions from Snake Lady and was told to confirm the origin from you
    “Confirmed!”
    “And therefore I am to carry out these instructions?”
    “Good Lord, yes! Whatever they sayMy God, look what happened to Teagarten in Brussels,
    Armbruster in Washington! Protect me! Do whatever they say!”
    “Thank you, Mr
    Bourne first sat in the hottest tub he could endure, then took the coldest shower he could
    tolerateHe then changed the hermes purse dressing around his neck, walked back into the small hotel room and
    fell on the bedSo Marie had found a simple, ingenious way to reach ParisGoddamn it! How
    could he find her, protect her? Had she any idea what she was doing? David would go out of his
    mindHe’d panic and make a thousand mistakesOh, my God, I am David!
    Stop it
    The telephone rang; he grabbed it off the bedside table“Yes?”
    “Santos wants to see youWith peace in his heart
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    238
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    the blades thumped to a stopFollowing EMS procedure when disembarking ambulatory patients,
    only then did the exit door open and the metal steps slap down to the groundA uniformed
    paramedic preceded Panov, turning and assisting the doctor to the tarmac, where a second man in
    civilian clothes escorted him to a waiting limousineInside were Peter Holland, director of the CIA,
    and Alex Conklin, the latter in cartier pasha watch the right jump seat, obviously for conversational purposesThe
    psychiatrist climbed in beside Holland; he took several deep breaths, sighed audibly and fell back
    into the seat
    “I am a maniac,” he stated, emphasizing each word“Certifiably insane and I’ll sign the papers
    of commitment myself
    “You’re safe, that’s all that matters, Doctor,” said Holland“Good to see you, Crazy Mo,” added
    Conklin
    “Have you any idea what I did? I purposely crashed a car into a tree with me in it! Then rolex watches for sale after
    walking at least half the distance to the Bronx, I was picked up by the only person I know who may
    have more loose bananas in her head than I doHer libido is unhinged and she’s running away from
    her trucker husband—hot on her French heels—who I subsequently learned has the cuddly name of
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ I didn't know what I'd say if he did, and
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    I didn't know what I'd say if he did, and didn't
    careAll I wanted right then was to hear his
    voice
    I did, but on a recording"Hi, you've reached Tom
    Riley," he said"My brother George and I are off
    with our mother, on our annual cruise - it's
    Nassau this yearWhat do you say, Mother?"
    "That I'm a Bahama Mama!" said a cigarette-cracked
    but undeniably cheerful voice
    "That's right, she is," Tom resumed"We'll be
    back February eighthIn the meantime, you can
    leave a messagewhen, George?"
    "At the zound of the zeep!" cried a male voiceOr you
    can call my office He gave the number, and then
    all three of them said "BON VOYAGE!"
    I hung up without saying anythingIt hadn't
    sounded like the outgoing message of a man
    contemplating suicide, but of course he had been
    with his nearest and dearest (the ones who, later
    on, were most apt to say "He seemed fine"), and -
    "Who says it's going to be suicide?" I asked the
    empty roomand then looked around fearfully to
    240
    make sure it was empty"Who says it might not be
    an accident? Or even murder? Assuming it hasn't
    happened already?"
    But if it had already happened, someone would
    probably have called meMaybe Bozie, but most
    likely Pam This time telling the room"It's
    suicide and it hasn't happened yet
    I got up and crutched into the bedroomI'd been
    using the crutch less lately, but I wanted it
    tonight, indeed I did
    My best girl was propped against the pillows on
    the side of the bed that would have belonged to a
    real woman, if I'd still had oneI sat down,
    picked her up and looked into those big blue
    peepers, so full of cartoon surprise: Ouuuu, you
    nasty man! My Reba, who looked like Lucy Ricardo
    "It was like Scrooge getting visited by the Ghost
    of Christmas Yet-To-Come," I told her"'These are
    things that may be'"
    Reba offered no opinion on this ide
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    two
    “Almost there,” he said after a minute
    I heard him fumbling beside me, heard a metal clank as he pulled the gun from the mulberry bayswater backseat
    “Don't shoot anyone
    “Stop!” someone shoutedThe sound carried in the empty desert air
    The jeep slowed and then idled
    “It's just us,” Jared said
    There was hesitation from the other side
    “Look–I'm bringing the jeep in under cover, Gucci Clutches okay? We've got meds for Jamie, and we're in a
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    The jeep pulled forwardThe sound changed and echoed as he found his cover
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    I already had the pack on my shouldersI got out of the jeep carefully, not sure where the wall
    wasJared caught my searching hands
    “Up you go,” he said, and lifted me over his shoulder again
    I wasn't as secure as beforeHe used tiffany heart tag only one arm to hold meThe other must have had the
    gun
    But I was worried enough to be grateful for it when I heard the running footsteps approaching
    “Jared, youidiot! ” Kyle shouted“What were you thinking?”
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    "When you get rid of a woman, you never know when you're well offI don't know Gallagher's wife, but he's not a big guy, he probably wasn't able to give her too much lovingHell, they'll cheat on ya even when you do give 'em something to remember, so I wouldn't be too surprised if she had her little fling, especially in the first months when she knew the kid was coming and she wasn't taking any chances if she fooled around with pearl chanel anybody
    "That's all you ever think about," Stanley mutteredHe hated Brown for a momentBrown's contempt for women stroked the jealousy, the fear that Stanley usually was able to controlFor a moment or two, he was half convinced his wife was cuckolding him, and though he flung off the idea, he sat there troubled and nervous
    "I'll tell ya something I think about," Brown said"Just what happened right nowYou're sitting around talkin' and wham something black chanel bag startsYou never know what's gonna hit yaY'think Minetta ain't scared now? He's learnin' what it's all aboutListen, I'll tell ya, they ain't gonna be a moment until I get back and touch my foot on the ground in the States before I stop believin' that I never know when I'm gonna get itYou stay over awhile and you're due, that's all
    Stanley felt a nameless anxiety rising in himDimly, he knew that part of it came from fearing death, really prada logo fearing it for the first time, but he knew that it also swelled out of everything he had been thinking about before the skirmish had begunIt fed upon his jealousy and his indifferent love-making, it came from the nights at home when he had been sleepless and franticFor some reason he found it painful suddenly to think about Gallagher and the abrupt way in which his wife had diedYou look out for everything, he thought, and you still get hit gucci horsebit hobo from behindStanley felt a deep malaiseHe stared about him, listening to some artillery fire in the distance, and the anxiety increased, became almost painful for a momentHe was sweating, close to whimperingThe heat of the day, the glare of the sand, and the nervous fatigue from the action, had combined to drain him of any strengthHe was weak and terrified, and he didn't understandOutside of a few uneventful patrols, he had experienced no Cartier Tortue comb
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    Eulalie released a small sigh of envyCarreen! She didn't want to
    see Carreen at all
    But she couldn't say that, her aunts would have a fit"I'd just love
    to go, Auntie," she cried, "but I'm really not feeling very wellI'm
    just going to put a cool cloth on my forehead and lie down She
    dropped her eyes There! old omega Let them think I'm
    having female troublesThey're much too prissy-nice to ask any
    questionsHer aunts made the hastiest possible
    farewellsú Scarlett saw them to the door, careful to walk as if she
    had cramping in her stomachEulalie patted her shoulder
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    long rest, now," she saidScarlett nodded meekly
    "And come to our house in the morning at nine-thirtyIt's a half-hour
    walk to Saint Mary's for Mass Scarlett stared, gape-mouthed with
    horrorMass had never crossed her mindAt that moment a genuine
    stab of pain made her almost double overAll afternoon chanel tote she cowered
    on
    the bed with her stays loosed and a hot water bottle on her stomach
    The indigestion was uncomfortable and unfamiliar, therefore
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    Ellen O'Hara had been a devout Catholic, and she had done her best to
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    daughters about their duties and obligations as ChristiansThe
    plantation's isolation was a sorrow to Ellen because she missed the
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:04 am
    @@@@@ “Everything is all right, isn’t it? How
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    “Everything is all right, isn’t it? How are the kids—how’s Jamie taking everything?”
    “You may resent this, but he’s having a grand time, and MrsCooper won’t even let me touch
    Alison
    “I don’t resent either piece of informationWhat about you? Any progress?”
    “I’ll be in touch,” said Bourne, hanging up and turning to Alex“It doesn’t make sense, and
    Carlos always makes sense if you look hard enoughHe leaves me a warning that drives me crazy
    with fear, but he has no means of carrying out his threatWhat do you make of it?”
    “The sense is in driving you crazy,” replied Conklin“The Jackal’s not going to take on an
    installation like Tannenbaum’s sterile house long-distanceThat message was meant to panic you
    and it didHe wants to throw you off so you’ll make mistakesHe wants the controls in his hands
    “It’s another reason for Marie to fly back to the States as soon as possibleI want
    her inside a fortress, not having lunch out in the open in Barbizon
    “I’m more sympathetic to that view than I was last night Alex was interrupted by the sound of
    the door openingKrupkin walked into the room carrying several computer printouts
    “The number you gave me is disconnected,” he said, a slight hesitancy in his voice
    “Who was it connected to?” asked Jason
    “You will not like this any more than I do, and I’d lie to you if I could invent a plausible
    alternate, but I cannot and I undoubtedly should notAs of five days ago it was transferred from
    an obviously false organization to the name of Webb
    Conklin and Bourne stared in silence at the Soviet intelligence officer, but in that silence were
    the unheard static cracks of high-voltage electricity“Why are you so certain we won’t like the
    information?” asked Alex quietly
    “My fine old enemy,” began Krupkin, his gentle voice no louder than Conklin’s
    Bourne came out of that café of horror with the brown paper clasped in his hand, he was hysterical
    In trying to calm him, to bring him under control, you called him Da
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@And influences? What could I say?
    @@@@@And influences? What could I say? The
    lightIt always came down to the light, both in
    the pictures I liked to look at and the ones I
    liked to paintWhat it did to the surface of
    things, and what it seemed to suggest about what
    was inside, hunting a way outBut that didn't
    sound scholarly; to my ears it sounded goofy
    "Okay," she said, "last subject: how many more
    paintings are there?"
    We were sitting in Mary Ire's penthouse apartment
    on Davis Islands, a tony Tampa enclave which
    looked to me like the art deco capital of the
    worldThe living room was a vast, nearly empty
    space with a couch at one end and two slingback
    chairs at the otherThere were no books, but then,
    603
    there was no TV, eitherOn the east wall, where
    it would catch the early light, was a large David
    HockneyMary and I were at opposite ends of the
    couchShe had her shorthand pad in her lapThere
    was an ashtray perched beside her on the arm of
    the sofaBetween us was a big silver Wollensak
    tape-recorderIt had to be fifty years old, but
    the reels turned soundlesslyGerman engineering,
    baby
    Mary wore no make-up, but her lips were coated
    with clear goo that made them shineHer hair was
    tied up in a careless, coming-apart twist that
    looked simultaneously elegant and slatternlyShe
    smoked English Ovals and sipped what looked like
    straight Scotch from a Waterford tumbler (she
    offered me a drink and seemed disappointed when I
    opted for bottled water)She wore tailored cotton
    slacksHer face looked old, used, and sexyIts
    best days might have been around the time Bonnie
    and Clyde was playing in theaters, but her eyes
    were still breathtaking, even with lines at the
    corners, cracks in the eyelids, and no make-up to
    enhance themThey were Sophia Loren eyes
    604
    "You showed twenty-two slides at the SelbyNine
    were of pencil-sketchesVery interesting, but
    smallAnd eleven paintings, because there were
    actually three slides of Wireman Looks West, two
    close-ups and the wide-ang
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Mansfield Park
    afterI must live within my income, or I shall be miserable; and I
    own it would give me great satisfaction to be able to do rather more,
    to lay by a little at the end of the year
    “I dare say you willYou always do, don’t you?”
    “My object, Lady Bertram, is to be of use to those that come after
    meIt is for your children’s good that I wish to be richerI have
    nobody else to care for, but I should be very glad to think I could
    leave a little trifle among them worth their having
    “You are very good, but do not trouble yourself about themThey
    are sure of being cartier watches women well provided forSir Thomas will take care of that
    “Why, you know, Sir Thomas’s means will be rather straitened if
    the Antigua estate is to make such poor returns
    “Oh! that will soon be settledSir Thomas has been writing about
    it, I know
    “Well, Lady Bertram,” said MrsNorris, moving to go, “I can
    only say that my sole desire is to be of use to your family: and so, if
    Sir Thomas should ever speak again about my taking Fanny, you
    will be able to say that my health and spirits put it quite out of the
    question; besides that, I really should not have a bed to give her, for
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    Lady Bertram chanel wholesale repeated enough of this conversation to her husband
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    or the slightest allusion to it from himHe could not but
    wonder at her refusing to do anything for a niece whom she had
    been so forward to adopt; but, as she took early care to make him, as
    well as Lady Bertram, understand that whatever she possessed was
    designed for their family, he soon grew reconciled to a distinction
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    Fanny soon learnt how unnecessary had been her fears of a removal;
    and her spontaneous, untaught felicity on the discovery, conveyed
    some consolation to Edmund for his disappointment in what
    he had expected to be so essentially serviceable to herNorris
    took possession of the White House, the Grants arrived at the Parsonage,
    and these events over, everything at Mansfield went on for
    some time as usual
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    Jane Austen
    The Grants showing a disposition to be friendly and sociable, gave
    great satisfaction in the main among their new acquaintanceThey
    had their faults, and MrsNorris soon found them outThe Doctor
    was very old omega fond of eating, and would have a good dinner every day;
    and MrsGrant, instead of contriving to gratify him at little expense,
    gave her cook as high wages as they did at Mansfield Park,
    and was scarcely ever seen in her officesNorris could not
    speak with any temper of such grievances, nor of the quantity of
    butter and eggs that were regularly consumed in the house“Nobody
    loved plenty and hospitality more than herself; nobody more
    hated pitiful doings; the Parsonage, she believed, had never been
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    3:04 am
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    "Yeah, gimme that, gimme some waterHis short powerful body seemed to have condensed in the last two daysHis big slack mouth hung openHis back had shortened and his arms become longer, his head bent over at a smaller angle to his chestHis thin sandy hair drooped sadly over his sloping forehead and his clothing sagged wetlyHe looked like a giant phlegmatic egg set on a stout tree stump"Shoot, Ah don't know why y' can't have water
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    Ridges scratched the back of his neckHe was not accustomed to make a decision by himselfAll his life he had been taking orders from someone or other, and he felt an odd malaise"Ah ought to ask Goldstein," he mumbled
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    But Goldstein was now lying ten yards away, his face to the ground, almost unconsciousRidges shook his headHe was too tired to think, he told himselfStill, it seemed absurd not to give a man a drink of wat
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    She had burst away from him, and at that moment Sir Thomas
    was heard speaking to a servant in his way towards the room they
    were inIt was no time for farther assurances or entreaty, though to
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    he sought, was a cruel necessityShe rushed out at an opposite door
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    She would not stir farther from the East room than the head of
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    or his conjectures as to what would now be William’s destination
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    her, till she found, towards the close, that MrCrawford was engaged
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    passed, it would be quite distressing to her to see him again so soon
    She tried to get the better of it; tried very hard, as the dinner hour
    approached, to feel and appear as usual; but it was quite impossible
    for her not to look most shy and uncomfortable when their visitor
    entered the roomShe could not have supposed it in the power of
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    on the first day of hearing of William’s promo
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    @@@@@In another plane, in another time, the
    @@@@@In
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    “I never considered it a mark of distinction,” interrupted Webb-Bourne, blinking“Somewhat
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    “That old man made a lot of money during those years; he was special
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    “They weren’t kids, AlexManic, you can bet your ass on it, but not kidsThey were infected
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    “Who are they?” asked Webb quietly, his glass poised in front of him
    “The ones I knew who were up to their necks in garbage I made damn sure faded after Saigon
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    “Sure, but nothing concrete, nothing even close to proofJust possibilities based on life-styles,
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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